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Yes one more day [May. 24th, 2005|09:49 am]
sunflower88
[mood |boredbored]

One more day in this school. It is finally here. SUMMER!!!!!!! I love summer, it is the best time of the whole year. I hope i can get things straight with everyone. HOPEFULLY. well i really don't have much to talk about so Im going to leave it at this. talk to yall l8ter.
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Bored [May. 17th, 2005|09:38 am]
sunflower88
[mood |pissed offpissed off]

Just finished taking my test. It was SO boring, i hate tests. Today is going to be a long day. I have alot of stuff to do that i don't want to do. But anyway, i thinking about doing something today. Like a change something i said i would never do again for a long time.

I'm sitting here looking at the computer with Stepho. Yea if you read this and you no who you are, i reading ur stuff. Why would you put ur number on the internet. That is crazy. I don't even no what to say. Im just speachless.:(

I'm having a good day so far, but im more confused than ever right now. ABOUT EVERYTHING. Let me tell you, nothing is making since to me at all. NOTHING. i hate it when i get this way. maybe it is just me. i have so much i want to say right now but i cant because i dont want to make no one pissed off or mad at me.

well got to go. talk to yall l8ter.
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My weekend [May. 16th, 2005|08:52 am]
sunflower88
[mood |bouncybouncy]

Hey. Lets just say my weekend was on the go. I hardly got a chance to sit down and that really sucked. Sat i went to Samanthas and stayed with her that night because our dance thing was Sunday. I was nervous for some odd reason and i don't no why. Woody kind of shocked me i didnt think he was going to come, but im glad he did. He just don't know how much that ment to me him just being there. well anyway, let me go be4 i get in trouble.
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Hummmmmmmmmm [May. 14th, 2005|11:49 am]
sunflower88
[mood |determineddetermined]

Oh how can it be true
God's gift me and you
And I won't take it for granted
My love for you is strong
With this can't go wrong
And I can't believe this feeling

I don't know
So confused
What to do
How 'bout you
Please don't pull away from me
I don't know
So confused
What to do
Feelin you
And in the end you ask me

(Chorus)
feels so right lovin you
feels so right touchin you

touch think wish love
accept this love
Accepting you as you are
Believe in this love
And we will rise above
Thick and thin til the end yeah

I don't know
So confused
What to do
How bout you
Please don't pull away from me
I don't know
So confused
What to do
Feelin you
And in the end you ask me

Feels so right lovin you
Feels so right touchin you
Feels so right holding you
Feels so right kissing

That I gotta believe

I don't know
So confused
What to do
How bout you
Please don't pull away from me
I don't know
So confused
What to do
Feelin you
And in the end you ask me

Feels so right lovin you
Feels so right touchin you
Feels so right holding you
Feels so right kissing you

That I gotta believe

By: Eagle Eye Cherry
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Pain to urself [May. 13th, 2005|11:21 am]
sunflower88
[mood |deviousdevious]

Katie and Kristina are fighting. Woddy and me broke up. Finding out who your true friends are is starting to happen. and it is happening FAST.
WHAT THE HELL DO YOU DO WHEN YU DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE. To everyone that reads this I'm the cause of this. If only I would of told woody how i felt that firday night. If only i would of told him i was not ok with it. If only if I would of just walked away that night. How i am feeling right know. No one in this entire universe understands SHIT. No One. Woody you say you want to be here for me thorugh thick and thin and you want to be with me through everything that i am going through. I NEED YOU. Baby, i am here for you though what ever you might need life and there is nothin that i would not do for you. You are my only one!!!! MY ONE AND ONLY!!!! And what ever youd decide in life i am going to be 100% behind you even if it hurts me like HELL. Love is a funny thing don't ya think. If we were ment to love and fall in love then why does it have to be so complicated. Love, friendship, life in general is not ment to be perfect of simple or easy. You work through things. You should be there for that person no MATTER WHAT.I stand by everyone. But i am not standing by myself right know. I hope everyone who reads this will reply if you want if not. So be it. I hope i do not offend anyone, because that is not my intentions. Woody, if you read this don't let other people tell you what you want in life only you can decide that. If it is me so be it if not .............. who's knows. You don't know how bad i want you right now. i want you close to me. how i want everyhting to be ok.
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Another Morning [May. 13th, 2005|08:59 am]
sunflower88
[mood |awakeawake]

I woke up this morning running late as hell. Got dressed in like 10 min and left. Today is my brothers birthday. He is getting old, and soon to be married. I can't see my brother married. We are having a party for him Sat. I think I might go get drunk as hell. If i don't start doing something Im going to go crazy. I hate sitting alone and being alone. It just gives me more time to think about things going on in my life. I going to try to make today a good day, but it will more than likely it will get fucked up. Something will end up happening. Woody, if you read this I'm tryign to be happy. Its just not working to well right know. I miss you!! Maybe I am crazy.
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Listening to elektra (blank) [May. 12th, 2005|09:01 am]
sunflower88
[mood |crushedcrushed]

DYING INSIDE
I loved hearing your voice,
I loved feeling your skin.
I loved holding you close to me,
I cried when it came to an end.

If God made love,
and made it true.
Then why does he allow heartbreak,
and make us feel blue.

I see you everyday,
with your beautiful face.
I try to smile and play it off,
but I die standing their in my place.

I remember when I held you close,
so close I could feel you breathing.
But now I cant hold you close,
and my heart is torn out, bleeding.

My life is nothing,
nothing without you.
All of our memories,
is all I hold onto.
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numb [May. 11th, 2005|08:48 am]
sunflower88
[mood |numbnumb]

I had the worse day yesterday. The one person that I thought that I would never lose, I lost. But now that I think about it I have not lost him completely. You see I loved this person to death. There is not one thing that i would not give for him or do for him. Even though we are not together right know. I STILL LOVE HIM wit all my heart and there is nothing that I would not do for him. Yea, i still want him back, but he needs his space and i respect that. That is what love is. Being there for someone, giving them your all, telling them how you feel, what your thinking, what your feeling and a whole lot more. Love is sometihing that no one will ever figure out because it's so many different things. Last night I went outside and layed on the hammock and just looked at the sky. I have SO much on my mind right know it's not all procesin right. But I'm not worried about myself and I don't want no one to worry about me because i'm ok, just fine. The way I look at things that has happend over the past cuple of days is that if love is ment to be, it will find its way back to you. If my my baby reads this and yes you still are my my baby. I LOVE YOU!!!!!! WITH ALL MY HEART!!!!!!! Never for get that. I'm not going no where and i'M SORRY if that hurts you.
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Lost [May. 10th, 2005|08:36 am]
sunflower88
[mood |confusedconfused]

I'm having what you call a off morning. Last night was a bad night. What I'm feeling right know is confused. Have you ever loved someone so much that you would do anything just to keep that person close to you? Thats how I feel right know. I LOVE this person and he means SO much to me and there is nothing that i would not give for him. Hey call me crazy. I think I am sometimes. Well got to go.
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